Wednesday, March 18, 2009

A poem for Steve

There is a love that no one can truly comprehend
No one knows where it really begins and if you are lucky it will never ever end

There is a love that many wish and pray to God for
Some are blessed enough to receive this kind of love and so much more

There is a love that when you least expect it, it comes to you
It's the kind of love that is absolute and true

There is a love that only one other kind of love can compare to it
That is the love of God; and His love is complete and perfect

We have this love that no one can ever take away
Because I will love you forever and always; plus 1 day

(c) - 2009 Becky W.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

An Open Letter to God...

Dear God,


It's me, one of your millions and millions of daughters, Becky. Can we talk? I understand that you never ever said that life would be easy but um, can you help me out a bit here? I mean don't get me wrong I know I am the clay and you are the potter; and you gotta mold and shape me, and all that jazz but I feel like I have had enough for a bit and need a wee bit of a break; if it's possible. If not, could just give me the peace and strength I need to get through this time?

Since October of last year, I have been having struggle after struggle and just when I think I have made it through; more struggle comes my way and I feel so tired that all I want to do is sleep until it all goes away and I know it can't be that way. I need a job, like last week. I do believe there is a job out there for me but I gotta tell ya; I'm getting tired of searching. I feel like I am fishing in a body of water that has nothing but sewage floating around in it and the fish have all bailed out in search of better living conditions.

So, if you could, and when you have time; could you help me out a little? Oh! I know you have provided for me thus far but in all honesty, I wish to be able to have the provision come from you through me for once. It's hard to watch someone else struggle because of my struggle. I just don't see where that is fair to them even though they love me as much as they do to do anything for me no matter what the reason or need.

I hope that I am not asking for too much here. I love you and pray you are with me always.

Love,
Becky

Monday, March 16, 2009

A Wedding Date is SET!!!

Steve and I finally set a date for our wedding. We have decided to get married April 17, 2010. I am so excited. It's almost weird for me to think I will no longer be known as a "Wilson" but will be known as a "Nash". Craziness!!! LOL!!!

Since we have set a date, we have gotten mixed reviews; not like the opinions or thoughts matter much to us because of the fact that it is our day. One person said we were waiting too long to get married. I was kind of surprised by that and honestly didn't know how to react to this.

So, yeah we have a date set and now the planning really begins...hmmm!!!