A ramble of a blog

Some might say that the choice I am about or rather have made. For a while now, more so since my surgery, I have been feeling like I needed to make some changes in my life. More specifically, letting go of certain people in my life that are not; in all honesty, healthy for me and my well-being.

Moving on, things with Steve are great. We've had a few learning moments but that is what happens with a new relationship. You are learning about yourself with a new person and a new person in how their lives are. Of course, Steve and I had our learning moment as friends but now we are more than just friends and learning the romantic side of things or the lack of a better way of putting. We are learning how to love each other as people, friends and, life mates. It's a test at times for me because I have only known those guys that just do not make good boyfriends and Steve well, he is on the other end of the spectrum to where I need to almost learn that he is not like the rest and that I can truly believe everything he says and does. And that there is nothing I cannot tell him and he will accept it and help me when I need it.

I am not sure if this ramble made any sense but there it is....