God never said...

...that life would be easy. What a statement or rather provoking thought. I mean I know God didn't say these exact words verbatim but still in His word He shows us that there will be times of tests and trials. Our faith is tested, our patience is tested and, so much more. Sometimes I wonder just how much more I can take before I feel like or even come close to losing all self control over my emotions and ability to stay, shall we say sane? While some stresses I can easily handle there have been some in the past week or so that have been more than I feel like I can handle.

Ever since I can remember I have been there for my family in ever sense of the statement and even thought. There has never been a time that I haven't been there as much as I possibly could be. Some of those times were the absolute toughest I have ever faced; there were moments that I didn't think that I was strong enough to get through it all but I did. So for this newest moment in my life to take place, I am left feeling stuck. I almost feel like I am in cement or something like that and just can't get out. As hard as I try, I just can't get out of this place. Trust me when I say that I am giving it to God and continue to every day since this all took place. But I still feel stuck.

I don't want to talk badly about someone or make them out to be the complete "bad guy" but as the situation goes, these people have taken a part of my heart away and in the mist of it can't see beyond their miscontruded truth. I want so badly to response to them but I can't because of their inability to see anything but what they see. I seriously don't like this; hence me feeling stuck.

So, I am left to wonder what will happen from here on out with these people I speak of??? At this point, I will put nothing passed them. Maybe I could be wrong???