He is too cute for words....

I have to say that even in the mist of the crap that life throws at me, I truly do love life and the little moments that pop up when I least expect them.

So let me give you a quick background...

My BFFL, Kellie has this great moments that I like to call, "Kellie-isms". These are the moments where someone might say something like, "I wonder what so and so would say if you asked them this or said that?" and then before you know it, she is off on her cell phone texting whoever and throwing her little twist into the mix of whatever was said and making it all her own. This is just another reason why I love her. Then before long there is an endless moment of laughter and joy from the outcome of Kellie's "Kellie-isms".

Anyway, we had one of these moments last night after we got in from bible study. I happen to mention that I wonder if Steve is going to miss me when he starts his new job and we won't be spending nearly as much as time together as we have been, which I knew was bound to happen sooner or later and I admit I was being a bit selfish when I had a little hope that it would later rather than sooner but of course, you know this would not happen. Kellie takes it a step further and texts him again after she text Steve for me the first time since I was driving to let him know that I was going to stop by his work after I left Kellie's to drop something off to him and she basically asked him, in her own special way if he is going to miss spending time with me. Imagine my surprise when he replies with, "I will make it happen. But right now I want to get my priorities straight before I take the relationship any deeper." Can we say OMG?!?!?!?!??? Kellie was like, "I told you he likes you..." Which I kind of already knew but really wanted to know from him because he is the only one that can confirm or deny his feelings, right? Anyway, Kellie didn't want him to think that I had put her up to anything so she texts him back to let him know that I don't know anything that they are talking about; which yes I know is a lie but believe me when I say, I don't want to do anything that will remotely ever come close to scaring him away...you know us women, we have a way of doing something we don't necessarily mean to do but we somehow, someway find a way to do that something anyway.

Ok, so today I wanted to see what would happen if I mentioned anything from last that was said. I send Steve a message "playing dumb" but to no avail. I never got a reply. I am not sure what happened there but I have gotten used to him not getting back to me right away. Anyway, he finally gets back to me and after getting through the different things that he asked me about, I went on to ask him again what was said. Ok so get this! He totally lies to me!!! LOL!!! But not like a bad lie more like a "I know what was said but I don't want you to know that I know what was said" kind of lie or stretch of the truth. The funniest part, I don't even think he realizes that I know what was said. I tell ya, he is too cute for words...

I just thought I would share that.

The Plan

So, I am planning a birthday surprise for my friend boy, Steve. His birthday is in a matter of weeks and although I have most of it planned out and ready to go, the rest of this plan and is still floating up in the air and I am FA-REEKING OUT!!!! I have never done something like this before. Fortunately I have a friend of his in on the plan but I am still not sure if I will be able to pull it off. I am wondering if I shouldn't get Kellie in on it because she is the best at pulling stuff like this off. I am not sure. I am running into on problem though and I am wondering how I am going to figure it out. He has this favorite flavor cake that I would really like to get if possible, the only other person that knows that this is his fave cake is his Dad but I am not sure how I will get a hold of him without Steve knowing.

I have much left to do and it feels like very little time to get it all planned out. OY FEY! Surprises are fun to give but not always easy to plan.

I Love His Eyes

When he looks at me, I see who I want to be and who I wish I could be...I love his eyes
When he looks at me, his eyes seem to dance with thought and the butterflies race around in my tummy...I love his eyes
When he looks at me, I wonder what he thinks about; what does he see?...I love his eyes
When he looks at me, I see the man he is and the man he longs to be; I want to know every part of him...no matter how good or how bad or anything in between...I love his eyes
When he looks at me, I long for the day that I can look into them for the rest of my life...if it is God's Will.


I love his eyes.